so john use to date this famous singer chick. and as much as i hate imagining how they were together—her music is so beautiful. it’s nice, soothing, a little melancholy….i have no idea what she’s saying bc she sings in chinese but still…i likes it…kinda…i like it till it makes me think of why it’s still on his ps3, or me imagining how happy they were on their lil’ ride together. he tells me it’s over, and i believe him. it’s just—deep down i figure no one can ever mean to him as much as she did. which going into this relationship i kinda knew that…and now, i just wanna mean to him as much or more. he loves me. i have no doubts about his love for me…well…maybe like 15% with doubt….hopefully we’ll create our own legacy and our history won’t repeat itself. oh did i mention i love him? yeahhh i do. it’s awesomeeeeeee……yeah i’m out…nap time!
