my hearts broken and i needed you to hug me and tell me things are okay. but all i feel is disappointment when realizing—the world had you all day, i get “i’m here, now, baby” at 1am when you’re half asleep. from now on, i think i shall be less dependent of you to be there for me and i’ll go back to dealing with my problems solo. i’m not trying to be difficult. i’m just being foreal. you were the one that taught me—“you always have to look out for number 1, yourself.” i’m so tired of this ol’ world.