what a great way to start a blog eh? so i dated that guy, Ekk…nothing good came out of it except i got a really cute, corny rose plaque. lol after everything that happened…i guess we were still trying to work things out. not anymore! shoo…lol he decided he was gonna fly his son’s mother up to my city to hang out with him for a week. i say, “have fun with that, and leave me out of it! get you some while you’re at it, bc you weren’t getting it from me, and you’ll never get any from me.”
lol dude bought me dinner one time…uh okay?! good job, homie. obviously, i don’t matter so why should he, right? Right. =D lol this dude is in and out of jail like twice a year, got “baggage”, oh and is about to get locked up for 2 years and I’m the one that got dumped? hahah something is DEFINITELY wrong with me. lol i’m not gonna talk about how much i dished out in the one week we were “together” bc really i did all those things bc i honestly cared and didn’t mind to, but seriously? hahaha i can do without the ‘me having to pay for the bf’ bit, the trivial, childish drama, the him hopping out of my car at 2am drunk, while i’m at a stop sign and having me chase him a mile an hour, the yellin and screamin, the unnecessary jealousy, the insecurity, the pride and ego, the disrespecting me, the drunk dialing, the calling me “nigga”…i F’ing HATE that word….and the list goes on.
Phuongus was right….it is my fault. i did put myself in that situation…and thank goodness, i’m smart enough to get myself out. =D but that doesn’t mean i’m not still a little upset that we broke up. i, do, still have feelings for the boy. i just love myself a little too much to put myself through all that.
amnnnn, enough ranting and semi-raving. life is too short for me to have to deal with dumb people. =D
